I hope you've noticed your time is almost up.

I've taken off for vacations - as I told you that day -, but it seems to have been pointless so far. Nothing I was expecting for has happened as planned. Nothing at all... so far.
But at least it's good to be out of the office and stop checking mails every morning, with the hope to hear from you.
As you told me once, I thought I was over you. In fact, that seemed quite possible just one month ago.
But things didn't happened as planned. They never do, actually. And I'm getting sick of it.

My mind is so full of so many questions with no answers...

How are you?

Where are you?

Who are you with?

Do you ever miss me?
Do you ever think of me?
Do you remember our deal?
Do you still care about it?
Did you ever care about it?

Will you let our feeling die?

Will you let me behind?
Have you already let me behind?

Do you ever take a look at our pictures?
Do you ever listen our music?
Do you still recall my face, my voice?

Does the feel of my skin remain in your touch?
Does the print of my lips still lie on yours?

Did the smell of my hair blow away from your nose?
Did your chest forget the weight of my head?
Did your tongue lose the memories of the taste of me?
Did your body forget its perfect fit over mine?

Did I ever mean anything for you?
Perhaps this is the only question whose answer I've always known.

But, still

Too many questions without answers.
And we are running out of time.

But I don't want to let you go. I just can't.
I don't want to miss you (either).
I still need you
I still love you
More than ever
Please, I set you free once.
And you came back to me, as I knew you would.
Because I knew you'd become the man I wanted you to be.
And then again, I've set you free for the second time.
Because I wanted for you to release your soul, freely...
Can you understand?
I did because I loved you and I wanted for you to be happy.
I wanted for you to realize where your happiness were, and I wanted for you to realize it was
with me
I wanted for your free will to make the decision of being together, not just agree with me to please me, as you've always have done.

was I right?

Now, come back to me
I couldn't have been so wrong.
We belong each other, as you said once.

Otherwise,
You will love me forever anyway
but alone